Sometimes it’s so frustrating that like 50% of the people close to me are depressed and that I always have to watch my words and be careful and jesuschristfuck even a normal argument with my sister get’s superblown up by my stressed out parents and I want everyone to be healthy again. 

@8 years ago
#Take deep breaths and think about how privileged I am with my sanity. #Also not ok for my parents to blame me and my brother for this mess. #And I can't even post this on my own blog because my sister reads this and she will for sure flip out again. 

ao-oa:

it’s taken me too long to realize
that if she wanted to be here
she would be.

I’ve wasted enough
time,
sleep, salt, words, and ink
chasing memories, trying to
keep you around, when
all you ever wanted
was a plan
to fall back on.

if you wanted to
be here,
you would be.

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@10 years ago with 2898 notes
@10 years ago with 203494 notes
#Loving someone that doesn't give a damn about you isn't sexy 

"There is no designated time for anything in your life. You don’t have to have your first kiss at any certain time, you don’t have to get married in your 20′s and you don’t have to do anything just because other people think it’s best. In fact, you will be much better off if you just do what your heart says. The day you stop caring what other people think is the day their opinions don’t mean anything, because you’re not there to give them weight."

10 Things I Wish I Could Have Told Myself (via 12-strings)

the best lesson I have ever learned

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@10 years ago with 228010 notes
#because you're not there to give them weight 
Pun intended.

Pun intended.

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@10 years ago with 5011 notes
#You did not give me any false expectations #you must understand #They were already there #And I'm just saying #I'm still here #And if you do someday get there too #I hope I'm still there #Because then you can do me as much as you want #Pun intended #And if you don't? #Than just know that I really like being your friend as well #:) 
@10 years ago with 49 notes
#The last post of this blog #Because everything that can be said about it is already said a thousand times #And I give up. 

"I know it’s over, and it never really began, but in my heart it was so real."

The Smiths  

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@10 years ago with 444941 notes

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@10 years ago with 797 notes
#Ellie Goulding #Couldn't have said it better 

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@10 years ago with 213669 notes
#I'm glad we talked yesterday #You are a good person #And you deserve good things 

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@10 years ago with 4483 notes
#I'm sorry but remember your strap on comment #This reminded me